Yearly Update 2009

Darn tired lately, especially after my previous semester, last semester was really killing me, I look into the mirror today, is it because of the mirror itself or because of me? I look thin .. !! I always thought that I was fat … ! I think there must be something wrong with the mirror. I have not been sleeping properly for quite some time now, the same dream over and over again. I was suppose to write this at the beginning of the year but I was too busy, well at least that keep my brain occupied for awhile there, but it’s just a temporary escape from the truth that I still miss her.

Family:
Family have been great, there are always ups and downs, but we all handle it well, love you all

Study:
2 semesters ago, I was quite free, 5 subjects were not that hard to manage, but previous semester were like hell, life is like in a war-zone. Leave at 8am come back at 7pm everyday and to continue study till 12am to 1 or 2 maybe 3am, is really very tired. I am glad that I am now having a 2 weeks break, but will be going back real soon.

Love:
Well as usual, I still miss her, no new intake yet, application is still close.

Friends:
Friends are great, some are very caring, some are very supportive, some are fun to be with, still keeping up with some of their latest news and update, some are married, and some are parents now. Congratulation to all ! But some do get me on my nerves.

Not much to say this year, everything is just the same, I am still the lame old me with a hope that someday I will be able to get over her, move on in life and be me again

12.52am
April 17, 2009