Few days ago someone ask me, why I don’t want to date again? I can’t give any answer at that time, but now, I think I finally know why. It’s weird and stupid to say that I still love her. She shadow me every where I go. She msg me just now. My heart hurt by only reading her msg, how can that be? If it’s not because of love, often I tell myself that I am over her, but each time anything related to her appear I would break down in tears. It’s been so many years already. I just don’t understand how I can love someone so much, so much that you are willing to give the world away just to be with her. So how can I love again when I can't stop loving the one that hurt me so much? I keep saying that I hate her … but the truth is … do I?
April 15, 2009
9.38pm
-sad story bro,but my advice get over it, give a s**t about your future..
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-and then you will find the best sooner or later..
- yes ... trying to be the best, DL every sem :P ... haha ! tp dlm mimpi boleh kot ... tp x pe ... mimpi pun jadi lah .. DL every sem .. haha !!
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