Dream

As she try to turn the knob of the door, I approach her and put my arms around her waist from behind and hug her tightly as tight as my heart misses her, I rest my chin on her shoulder and the smell of her louis vuitton perfume calms my heart knowing that she’s the one for me. She holds my hand with her fingers trying to unlock mine. She turns around and our eyes meet, her twinkling eyes gently looks at me with sadness and disappointment. Her hand holding mine and I smile at her as we stood there looking at each other, I can hear my heart beat so loudly as if it’s going to blow right out from my chest, her eyes sparkles with thousand of unanswered question. With courage I broke the silent by saying ‘I love you’. She takes a deep breath and sigh. She held my face with her tender hand. I lift my head up next to her ear and say ‘Make it go away, just make the smile come back and shine like it used to be’ and then she whisper ‘How can you do this for me?’ My heart beat stop, tears drop down my eyes and I felt down on my knees. ‘Remember the song Dream, beneath the big round moon, accompany by sound of waves by the beach with cold breeze blowing and you would sing along with the sound of my guitar, so where are our dreams now ?’ I said while holding back the tears from bursting out in a choked voice trying to put words in line. I collapsed, gasping for air and went straight into coma ....... !!!

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I can hear the song ‘Wish You Were Here’ by Pink Floyd playing, I try to open my eyes trying to find the source where the song come from, I can feel bright lights shimmer at my face, I push myself hard to open my eyes and back on my feet. So I did. I wake up to find out that it was all a dream, thanks to the sun light that shine through my room’s window and the ring tone from Pink Floyd that I use as my alarm, I woke up from my night mare again into another new day, without her ! To fall asleep with tears in my eyes and to be waken up by the same dream, I have been ever since the day she left, leaving foot print and shadows that will follow me around forever. I turn off the alarm, open the dirty window letting the morning wind blows, feeling it with my skin, I take a deep breath and exhale to let go of the past that haunt me. I am turning my book into a new page, today is where my book begins and the rest is still unwritten!

1.45am ... 28-December-08