Today ... I receive a message from Baby Gaga saying that my brother’s school ( SMK Bkt Gambir ) will be singing his song ... it make me feel so proud ... and yet sad ... and disappointed ... I am proud because my brother is so talented, gifted and great ... he is able to come up with such a good song ... Sad is because I still miss him and I still can’t accept that he is gone from me ... Disappointed is because I can’t be there to see the choir performance ... how are they going to sing the song? The song is written to be a solo performance ... But now it is sing in a choir team ... How are they going to divide the tone range? Which part will be base? Which part will be alto? Which part is going to be soprano? How about tenor? I am so disappointed ... !! Sometimes I wish I can be there for my family ... !! To go thru life with them ... but why am I always apart from them? That is not what I want !!! Sometimes I do regret coming to study here in KL ... last time I do it for my family ... for my brother ... But now? Why am I still here? I don’t know!!
Date Posted: 16 July 2009
Time Posted: 10.39pm
Date Posted: 16 July 2009
Time Posted: 10.39pm
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